Saturday, 7 July 2012


Life gets difficult sometimes and there's nothing you can do about it. But sometimes, you sit and wonder about the choices you've made and whether they were the right ones and if not, then what would life have been like? You never truly understand the value of a choice until its made. 

But is there really something like the 'right choice'? Or are they just a variety of choices, where each one leads you down a different path? Maybe its all about destiny and none of it is in our hands. Or maybe, everything is in our hands and destiny is constantly changing according to the paths we choose! 

Bottom line is, it doesn't bloody matter what it all means or what it will lead to! There is absolutely NO use for those tarot cards or crystal balls or fortune of the day! Because all that matters, are your choices. And how do you make those? You think in the moment, think about what will make you truly happy without any strings attached. The rest of it, throw it up in the air and let it blow away with the wind! 


I wrote this after I had learnt how to ride a bike. One of the best days of my life. 

I felt like I was feeling for the first time.
I was moving,
And for once the body felt mine.
I was free,
I was high,
I was saying goodbye.
Goodbye to the hard days,
Goodbye to the heart ache,
Goodbye to being worried.
With my hair whipping in the wind,
I turned around to see,
That my past had stopped following me.
My road was bright and clear,
The dirt was washed away by the new rain.
The drops that had found their way to my soul,
Had cleansed it whole.
Now I feel happy,
I feel like this is how I'm supposed to be.
Scarred, broken and crazy,
Healed, beautiful and wise.
In all the mess,
I had found my pattern, my path.

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Rewind the Unwinding

I wrote this while I was sitting, idle, in class. The teacher was going on about something I couldn't bring myself to care about like MOSFET(Electronics for those of you who are privileged to be ignorant). I was thinking about the road trip that my friends and I were going to make that weekend. Here goes...

There's a place for you and me,
Far across the sea.
Leaving everything behind,
Let's look forward to how the road unwinds.
Take me step by step,
To explore the very depths.
Cut all the ropes and strings,
Search for what happiness really brings.
Feel yourself melt into the wind,
Every part of you limb by limb.
Let your hopes run wild,
And take that leap like a child.
Forget yourself and your system,
Just exist without a reason.
Appreciate what you have,
Accept what you lack.
Find reason in this chaos,
Give way to your inner peace.
You will then see,
How beautiful the world can be...

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Spider's Web

This is something I had written a long time back. Felt like sharing it now, for some unknown reason. Here goes :)

Just say that it was all a lie,
That you were the spider and I was the fly.
I was flying free, on my own,
But you spun your web and made it look like home.
With your loving words and silvery threads,
I was hooked and there was nothing more to be said,
'Cause I was a fly caught in a spider's web.
All the things you said and never meant,
I was a fool and now the words have left a dent.
Is there any way out of this nightmare?
As my heart can no longer bear the scare.
Now my heart, it just won't men,
Was it all worth it in the end?
The silence comforts me now,
While you're full of laughter, how?
If she makes you happy I guess I shouldn't mind,
But if only she was that kind.
Soon you'll be back with your tail between your legs,
I bet she's going to make you beg.
But when you come back broken hearted,
I won't be here to get you sorted.

Wednesday, 11 January 2012


Its been a long time since I've been here, so hello! I recently found myself remembering this blog and wondering how to restart it. But I guess that just doesn't happen, if you keep waiting for something worth writing about, to come along. So here I am, completely oblivious as to what I'm going to write about next.

How about I talk about what I was doing before I came here? Glee. One of the most awe-inspiring sitcoms EVER! What's not to love about it? The music, the characters, the MUSIC! Oops, did I mention that already?:P
I watched Glee like an addict the first two seasons. When the third one came out I was just NOT in the mood to watch Rachel prancing about, singing the classic 'I Feel Pretty'. But then I came home and fell sick and had nothing to do. So I opened my laptop and started watching Glee, out of curiosity as to what they had come up with this season. And oh my oh my my my! It was like someone threw glitter in the air and everything brightened and seemed happier! Before I knew it, I was sitting up, and singing loudly(and badly) and swaying to an amazing mash-up of 'Someone Like You' and 'Rumour Has It' by Adele, my favorites! :D

I guess its something to do with watching people, who have such big issues and things to deal with, singing and believing in themselves. It really reminds you of how special music is and the effects it can have on people. :)

Till next time! XOXO